im lame.
i like beer alot now btw
haha
andd that shit was some shit


thats more like it

ill bold mariana's shit so its easier to read.

thats so mar mar: how's your weekend so far
the voicess: its been long as fuck haha
the voicess: i've done so much shit its amazing
the voicess: can i tell you the story of my last night
the voicess: its longg as shit
thats so mar mar: haha sure
thats so mar mar: is it boring?
the voicess: ok so we get home from school friday
the voicess: no its tight
the voicess: and drew had it like set in his mind that we were gonna get some beer this weekend
the voicess: and so he calls me when we get home and he's like
the voicess: dude we have 2 items of good news
the voicess: theres a party tonight
the voicess: rose told me its marsha's
the voicess: and rose mccarthy is really good friends with marsha
the voicess: and we're tight with rose
the voicess: and the second peice of news was
the voicess: that lance hutchins could get us some beer
the voicess: so we get home and cruise down to the peir and cliff hightower got us a 24 pack
the voicess: out of the good of his heart
the voicess: no personal gain
the voicess: and haley and sally made me give them 4 beers just so i could hold a bookbag
the voicess: it was lame
thats so mar mar: haha I hate beer
the voicess: me too haha christ
the voicess: and so
the voicess: we get our bookbag
the voicess: and we roll out to the disock to chill and drink there
the voicess: and on the way
the voicess: its so fucking cold that our hands are both like dying
the voicess: we're both like suffering from frost bite
the voicess: so we go in tcby to warm up our hands
the voicess: and while i was in the bathroom washin my hands in like steamy water haha i had this great idea
the voicess: i was like
the voicess: drew lets just chill here and drink
the voicess: and frenchy was down
the voicess: so we chilled
the voicess: drank a beer or two each
the voicess: and then
the voicess: mary ruth and andrew show up
the voicess: i let homegirl have a few beers
the voicess: and gracie shows up for work
the voicess: and tyler lindsay and lindsey came for a bit
the voicess: and haley and sally made an appearance
the voicess: and these three scene chicks and michael skolij were there
thats so mar mar: skalij haha
the voicess: and like a few minutes after all those people were at just tcby me and drew were like alright dude lets dip to the party
the voicess: and so we went to marsha's party
the voicess: which was being held at the quality in down the street
the voicess: haha
thats so mar mar: wtf
the voicess: by then we only have like 10 beers left haha
the voicess: so we roll up
the voicess: and the whole room is like fogged out
the voicess: and i see katie debroul, rose and marsha of course, these 2 wigger dudes, alina and katlyn furlong
the voicess: and some other chick
the voicess: and carly
thats so mar mar: random
the voicess: carly that worked at frederica house
the voicess: she was a hostess
thats so mar mar: ohh
the voicess: i had no idea she toked
the voicess: and so i gave out a few beers, packed up like 6 bowls for them
the voicess: of nugget
the voicess: and the whole time katlyn was like hugging on me and drew like 6 times
the voicess: and she was way too drunk we could tell
thats so mar mar: weird..
the voicess: and she goes in the bathroom and passes the fuck out haha
the voicess: and she starts throwin up and shit
thats so mar mar: ewww
the voicess: and it seriously crashed the whole party
the voicess: like we were freakin out cause this chick was like too drunk to be in public and there was a rumor that a cop was outside walkin and shit
the voicess: so after like 3o minutes of tryin to help her me and drew dipped from the party and went back to tcby
the voicess: and by then there were so many people there
the voicess: it was crazy
the voicess: when me and drew first got there it was just us haha
the voicess: we like started the shit there
the voicess: sam and jesse were there
thats so mar mar: sam who?
the voicess: callie jessica boone and some other chick
the voicess: who do you think haha
the voicess: barns
thats so mar mar: barnes
thats so mar mar: haha
the voicess: jessie stokes was the other chick
the voicess: dude whatever
the voicess: haha
thats so mar mar: I just think it's funny
the voicess: and jessie mcgary
the voicess: and luke and his crew shows up
the voicess: it was getting crazy haha
the voicess: and htose scene chicks were there
the voicess: and so me and drew went around back
the voicess: to smoke a cig that someone at the party gave me
the voicess: and while were back there
the voicess: the scene chicks + michael drive by
the voicess: and they were like
the voicess: pleease do you have any weed
thats so mar mar: hahahahah
the voicess: and they wanted like a pinch
the voicess: and i was like dude
the voicess: we need some money
the voicess: and she was like how bout 5 bucks worth
the voicess: and i was like haha wont get you much nugget...idk
the voicess: and drew was like dude
the voicess: i think since its new poeple we should smoke them out
the voicess: do it right you know haha cause i always say that
the voicess: first time = gotta do it right
the voicess: which means smoke an assload
the voicess: so i was like
the voicess: dude
the voicess: your right make way
the voicess: we are tokin with yall
thats so mar mar: wait...
thats so mar mar: michael skalij smokes a lot.
the voicess: im aware
the voicess: actually
thats so mar mar: oh you're talking about the girls then?
the voicess: he doesn't smoke that much
thats so mar mar: not that much anymore.
the voicess: what about them
the voicess: yeah they wanted a picnh
thats so mar mar: you're saying it was someone's first time?
the voicess: and so we went to the disock in the kfc neighborhood
the voicess: noo it wasn't there first time but they didn't have any
thats so mar mar: oh
the voicess: and so we went out there and we packed up a few bowls of nugs
the voicess: and exchanged phone numbers
the voicess: and got to know eachother haha
the voicess: then they dropped us off back at our bikes and we went home
the voicess: so we started the day with a 24 pack and like 1.5 grams of nugget(see below) ; )
the voicess: and we wake up with 2 beers and like a bowl or 2 left
the voicess: and like 4 new phone numbers
the voicess: and we saw so many people all the time we were at tcby
the voicess: we saw like beau and his posse kindof
the voicess: casey and his friend
the voicess: and i met the becca chick at dominos
the voicess: the scene girl
the voicess: she is fine
thats so mar mar: haha don't know becca the scene girl
thats so mar mar: I think you just told me like. every single part of your night.
thats so mar mar: like.. without leaving out any detail ahaha
thats so mar mar: but it's straight. I think I'm one of the few people who you could tell that whole story to
thats so mar mar: ON AIM
thats so mar mar: and still appreciate it.
the voicess: exactly
the voicess: and what else
the voicess: we met this kid that looked like 20 somethin
the voicess: and he was 15
the voicess: and a red sox fan
the voicess: he used to live in boston
the voicess: i think
thats so mar mar: strange

haha updating every day didn't really pan out but whatev.
seriously my luck is way too bad to be a fuckin pothead.
all this random ass shit keeps happening to me and its bummin me out.
like i keep getting fucking caught.
the other week or so my parents were out of town and i made this dankass bong out of bamboo.
this bitch is tight like you don't understand.

and so i was carryin it around and like all this stoner shit in a bookbag hahah
like i had munchie food and lightsabers and water for my bong and all this shit haha.
ipod and camera
all that shit.
and so after some movie i went to with drew norv i went by his house to check in with his mom to make sure he could stay the night.
and like i was there for about three minutes makin phone calls on his front porch.
and by the time we're ready to go back to our bikes in the garage to go home,
drew's fucking bitch mom (sorry bro) had already built up the nerve enough to go through my shit and she found my bong.
it was seriously some bullshit.
both the drews i was with dipped the fuck out on me they were like i've never seen it.
it was all him i don't smoke.
and all that shit it was lame.
so i was like alright fuck you guys, yes its mine.
and we had to listen to her lame speach about adiction and all that shit.
it was retarded she cried. it wigged me the fuck out.
anyways she was liek thats all i have to say. and she went inside.
the second that bitch was inside i swiped my bong and i was fuckin out of there.
i went straight home and slept with the phone waiting for her call.
it took about 3 days before she finally got to my parents.
i don't really care though that was about a week or 2 ago and i didn't even get grounded.
my parents hate drew's mom cause she's like rude or whatever idk.
some weird reason.
anyways so i closely got out of that one.
and this bong fits in my pocket so i was carryin it around yesterday and i was comin close to bein late,
so instead of stashin in the woods liek i usually do i just through it behind a tree at the front of my hood and burried it under some pine straw.
and so back to carly and mariana telling me about some kid finding a blue lighter this morning.
yep it was mine.
i went just a second ago while i was walking my dogs and i went to grab my shit and it was in this bag.
and there was a little pink sticky note that said

"you never know who's watching you."
"you'll go to jail next time."

just like that spaced out and quoted. and my bong was all cut up into peices.
it seriously wigged me the fuck out.
i have to stop smoking weed somehow im getting too many signs dude.
its like gods tryin to tell me look son
weed isn't for you.
ryan got sent off the other day
cuttin off my sources and my tokin bro.
my bong got destroyed.
cuttin off my methods.
all my friend's parents are reluctant to let them hang out with me.
cuttin off my friends.

idk man.
fuck it.
time will tell.

Date:	May 30th
Subject:	alright dude
Security:	Public
Mood:	lethargic
Music:	none.

so its summer again, finally, and im ready to start updating this thing every day or every few days at least.
im so god damn happy that its summer you have no idea. time to be really close friends with everybody again.
its gonna be so tight. the other day i was at the peir with haley tyler and ryan, and we were like.
awh. we're forming up the old crew again. i can't wait for this summer.
and its true dued ei can't waitl. i love haley and tyler.
but sally on the other hand she just seems kinda mean now for some reaosn. she got this new set of friends that noen of us like.
and like. she's mean now. everyone else agree's with me too.
anwyz.
its summer again. : )
and its already crazy.



today i got super drunk.
michale gave me a lil bottle for my birthgday and i drank it all on accident.
i decided to just go to the peri and drink it by meself.
and so i deid
i went to mallory and drank it there.
and just as i was finishing it haley and tyler were thereeee.
and so i went over to talk to them and i finished up my shit.
and
uh
idk.
from then on its just a huge blur.
they had to go or some shit,
and so
i went to dairy queen?
or something. idk.
anyways so im in there. chillin. trippin to the wall paper and i decided to leave for some reason.
so i go outside, and attempt getting on my bike and i ride for about 2 feet and then fall over flat on my face.
i look up and theres this dude tourist guy in some cart thingy and he looks at me and goes.
ha' you been drankin?
and i get up the best i could and i go, "no sir!" in like an of course not tone.
and so i got on my bike and swerved away.
i don't really remember a whole lot
the next hting thats clear is that
i was at the peir near brogans, under the tree area just like 20 feet north of the chambers.
and ryan was there some how.
i think he had called me or something.
anyways so i meet him and he comments on how fucked up i look.
and whiel im talkin to him michael calls him,
i think.
and ryan arranges to buy some alk from michael. and so ryan needs my bike i guess.
and somehow i agree to letting him have it.
and so somehow britney johnson gets involved (ima have to ask ehr about this one later)
and she shows up just as ryan's leaving or something and i end up following her back to her car and she gives me a ride.
but i don't even know where she's taking me i was just so trashed that somehow getting in that car seemed liek the thing to do.
anyways.
so im in britney's car, or however you spell her name.britiney? idk.
and so im in her car, ryan has my bike
and i guess we were going to callies house because we went in my neighborhood but we past my house.
yeah we deff went to callies.
but she wasn't there so i was like, well, cann you take me to micfhaels'?
and she said yes and so she drove me to michale's and i get there right before ryan does hahahah.
and im so trashed that they just like. lay me down against the tub next to the toilet hahaha as ryan buy's some liquor.
anyways after that me and ryan leave, with my biek to go to milican eye or some shit.
whcih is across the street from kfc.
and this is starting to become some crazy ass adventure. and you know what i just realized.
wheres my bike.
oh shit.
wheres my bike.
ok.
its at my house.
but how the fuck did it get there.
we must've dropped it off on the way or something.
wow.
i have no idea how my bike got there.
anyways after ryan's mom got done getting her hair cut, she gave me a ride home it was like wtf how random hahaha.
anyways so i came home, my dad didn't ask any question's and all was well.
and thats pretty much it to my fabulous drunken adventure.
summers just starting, so there are probably more to come.

peace.

Date:	February 16th
Subject:	today was sweet
Security:	Public
Mood:	righteous
Music:	j kwon - tipsy. why, i don't know

so we had an away soccer game
we won,
BUT
only because i assisted the second goal
muaha.
hahaha but yeah
the drive up there and back was really fun
we got to go by mcdonalds it ruled.

on the way back, all the freshman had to be initiated
which is like
you lift up your shirt, and the upper classmen hit you reallly fucking hard.
it sucked but everyone had to do it ahhaha.
charlie's was the worst, but i was right behind him.








and i got this righteous pic o me and beau



im wearin the disco jacket haha

Date:	February 9th
Subject:	something stopped us.
Security:	Public
Mood:	trying to deal.
Music:	dave mathews

soooo.
today's been the worst day ever.
whats up.
andddd i pretty much hate myself.
and so do a bunch of other people now.



today at soccer,
i thought i was getting over all this shit.
but its still really hard not to get really emossional.
i can't like be alone for more then an hour without getting really sad.
i was on her page and looking at her pictures
i miss her so god damn much.
buttttt.
too late now.
fucked it up

Date:	February 7th
Subject:	i thougth today was going to be better
Security:	Public
Mood:	wow
Music:	smile like you mean it-the killers, and failure by design

it actually was gettin alot better.
at school i didn't feel nearly as bad as i did yesterday
and me and kathryn were getting along nicely and shit.

but tonight it just all exploded.
she found out something about me that i don't want to put on here.
ask around, if you don't already know.
it shouldn't be too hard to figure out.

i feel so god damn bad.
there was this one thing she said that really stuck with me

she said something about how horrible last night was for her too.
and how bad she fealt this morning.
and then she found it out, and it made it 1000 times worse.
i just didn't know what to say she was so right.
what i did was really bad.
and i can't believe i never told her.

i feel like such an asshole.
everyones mad at me.
i lost kathryn, and any sliver of hope i had to get back together.
fuck that shit.
it went to hell.
theres no way now.

alot of change has come around to me today.
me and kathryn broke up.
it was around lunch.
something about it not being a good time for her to have a bf or something
its cool though.
after lunch though.
i like broke down i couldn't take it.
and i knew tonight was going to be horrible.
cause i'd have alone time to really think about everything i lost today.
and i was right.
im really bummed right now.
and i have alot of homework.

its so god damn hard to keep up a normal converstaion without just exploding with how i really feel.
im sad as fuck.
and i miss her already.

Date:	January 30th
Subject:	life is bad.
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired.
Music:	The academy is - seasons

Remember.

Before the MySpace frenzy.

Before the Internet & text messaging.

Before Sidekicks & iPods.

Before MIKE JONESSS

Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.

Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night.

WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.

When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.

When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.

Way back.

Tag.

Get Over Here!!!! means something to you.

Hide-n-Go Seek at dusk.

Red Light, Green Light.

Heads Up 7 Up.

Playing Kickball & Dodgeball until your porch light came on.

Hopskotch.

Slip-n-Slides.

Tree Houses.

Hula Hoops.

Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.

The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies.

Running through the sprinklers.

Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King.

Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.

Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car.

Drinking Sqeeze It "Squeeze The Fun Out Of It"

Wait.

Watching Saturday Morning Cartoons in your PJ's still wrapped up in your Garfield comforter.

Hey Arnold, Doug, Rugrats.

The original Power Rangers

Or what about:

The Secret Life of Alex Mac.

Ren & Stimpy.

Double Dare.

Rocko's Modern Life.

AAAHH!! REAL MONSTERS.

Wild & Crazy Kids.

Clarissa Explains it All.

salute your shorts(CAMP ANAWANA)

Are You Afraid of the Dark?

The original cast members of all that.

Kenan & Kel.

doug.

magic school bus.

flash forward.

pete and pete.

legends of the hidden temple.

hey dude.

dinosaurs.

pinky and the brain.

blossom.

hangin with mr.copper.

wishbone.

bill-nye the science guy.

kablamm.

Who could forget Snick? & Nick @ Nite with Bewitched, I Dream of Jenie, The Facts of Life & I Love Lucy.

Where everyone wanted to be in love after watching The Wonder Years.

or nick jr. with face

gulah gulah island

little bear

under the unbrella tree

the busy world of richard scary

the adventures of winnie the pooh

Kool-Aid was the drink of choice.

Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.

Class field trips.

POGS

When Christmas was the most exciting time of year.

When $5 seemed like a million, & another dollar a miracle.

When you begged to go to McDonalds for dinner everyday.

When Toys R Us overuled the mall.

Go back to the time when

Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe'.

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'

'Race issue' ment arguing about who ran the fastest.

Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly'.

It wasn't odd to have two or three 'best' friends.

Being old referred to anyone over 20.

A chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like winning the lottery.

Scrapes & bruises were kissed & made better.

It was a big deal to finally be tall enought to ride the 'big people' rides at the fair.

When playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever.

When Ninja Turtles ruled the world.

When Lisa Frank was the raddest thing ever.

When a candy bar at the grocery store was the highlight of your day.

When coupons collected all year could get you a prize in your class auction.

When the only thing you cried over was your mom being late to pick you up.

When stress was addition and subtraction.

When friendships were as complicated as who's house to sleep over and who's to TP

When shaving cream was just meant for play.

When a first kiss only lead to cooties.

When valentines day meant cards for all.

When birthdays were a class event.

When a friend moving away was the saddest day of your life. (Yeah, that's still no good)

who would have thought youd miss the 90's so much

Post this in your bulletin only if you remember these days
Or at least post it to keep the memories alive.





i miss being innocent.
and not needing friends.
and not giving a damn about talking to everyone constantly
and just chilling.
i remember every single one of those things


today sucked.
i hate mondays.
i barely got to talk to kathryn because of my fucking homework, which i still haven't even started half of.
whatev.
im goin to sleep.

Date:	January 29th
Subject:	today's been shit
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored&tired
Music:	none

haha today was the gayest shit ever.
ill tell you about this weekend first.
so like
friday night after practice turned out to be the homoest thing ever.
me and drew were supposed to go to el potro's but i couldn't get in touch wtih him.
so whatever, i just went to sleep.
and saturday i woke up, and went to work.
even though i hate it.
it went by pretty fast though, so it wasn't that bad.
so after work, i came home and chilled for a bit,
made some plans for that night.
i went and hung out with ryan down at the pier.
it was kindof boring. we just walked around and hugn out wtih random people and ate dairy queen.
thennnnn
i came home.
my sister drove me to harris teater, i got kathryn's flowers haha : )
and then we went to the academy
i met up with beau and char, and sat wtih them.

kathryn looked great.
it was kindof boring, but it was still nice to see her all dressed up.

so after that, i went with beau and charlie and josies dad to locos
and thennnn went back to beau's house.
we were all pretty tired, cause by then it was like 1 o clock.
so we went to sleep.

then miss rita took me and charlie home in the morning.
that was this morning.
my parents let me skip church, and i fell asleep like imidiately and slept for 7 hours straight.
i was really tired haha.

so i woke up around 5 30 and i was so confused. i thought it was monday morning and i scrambled out of bed to get ready haha.
i've just been chillin talkin to people since then.
been kindof bored.

im going to sleep now.
ill try and update more often.

im in geography.
look at this shit haha.

Date:	January 8th
Subject:	Lukessssss
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	Widespread Panic - Aint Life Grand

whaddup.
alright so ill just start from friday night.
you see, school was as boring as usual.
right after it was out, and went and met up with my mom and we went to the mall to get new shoes and a tv. i have the tv now its awesome.
and my shoes are cool too.
we had this plan, that me kat luke and jessica would all go to a movie, but it didn't pan out.
so everyone just stayed home, and i stayed up really fuckin late talking to people. and i had this other plan, that i was going to get up early.
and go running. for some reason. because i need to get in shape for soccer. but yeah my ipod decided to be homo and not turn on, so i barely made it up in time for work.
i scrambled out of bed and got a shower, and then my mom cooked me a bacon egg and cheese sandwhich like she always does, and then she drove me to work. there was this new kid. his name was like. jacob or something, idk.
he was a total noob and he had no idea what he was doing.
but yeah it was straight, because im not the lowest rankin guy anymore. so i made him do all the gay stuff like mop the floors haha.
but yeah so after work. i walked homeeee. andd. made plans for that night to go to a movie with kathryn and luke and jessica.
sal called, and i went to go hang out wtih her, alicia lyndsey and tyler at locos. it was fun. we walked to some tanning bed place or whatever by winn dixie haha and then realized we left somebody's phone at loco's.
so we walked back there and got it, and then chilled outside locos and took pictures.
so then they went to go get tans, and so i went home at about 4 30, because that was the only time i could get a ride to the wick.
and i didn't really feel like getting a tan hahaha. but yeah so i rode my bike home and ate lunch with my mom. she cooked grilled tuna and pasta. it was good.
and thennn. she gave me a ride to the mall, and i met up with luke at the food court, and we wlaked around to look for jessica a present.
unfortunately, out plan had a single flaw. you see, curfue at the mall is like 6 o clock, because they are homo mother fuckers.
so, we got kicked out, and then we got mrs donohue to come walk around with us until we saw kathryn and jessica, and we got out tickets and got inside.
i bought kathryn's ticket for her and now im like broke haha. BUT i did just get a 60 dollar pay check. ill get that cashed sometime.
and yeah. so we got in the movies and sat in the front and over to the right.
we went to go see fun wtih dick and jane, btw haha. it was really funny like at one part i was laughing so hard my eyes were watering up.
after the movie kathryn and jessica both got their rides home, and me and luke stood around and talked about random shit while we waited for his dad to get there.
he finally did, and we went to lukes house to chill in his room.
we were in his room, and luke goes, go check and see if charlie is here. so i heard someone coming up the stairs and i thought it was charlie.
so i like jump around the corner and make some fucking weird noise to scare him but its luke's little sister hahahhahah.
she looked at me like i was fucking crazy. i just turned around and ran back into lukes room and acted like nothing happened hahaha
so yeah. when luke's brother, aj did come back he had brougth char with him. adn like 30 dollars worth of mcdonalds, which we ate all of.
some chick was there too, but i forget who she was.
so we went downstairs after his parents went to bed, and popped in a dvd. it was like, the sequal to emperor's new groove haha.
it was retarded, so we turned it off and went to lukes room and watched
um.
not out cold
uhhh.
old school. thats it. it was fuckin funny hahahha
so then we all went to sleep at like 4. and then woke up at 8 to get ready for church. i took a shower, and then got dressed.
the donohues took us to their church, and me and charlie stood outside, because his mom was going to pick us up and take us to our church.
we first went back to her house and picked up the popcorn that she needed to sell.
she was really pissed off at william because of how he always takes forever to get ready or whatever.
but yeah so when we got to church, kathryn was there which put me in a lot better mood.
before i saw her there i was really tired and pissed.
but yeah i barely got to talk to her, but it was nice seeing her.
after mass, me and char went and got doughnuts, and then sold the popcorn.
we got bored of that, so we went into the church and played miss kate's 12 string guitar.
it was cool.
then they took me home, and drew norvell came over. we played video games for like 3 hours, and then he went home,
and i just chilled here.
and sooooo. here i am pretty much. being bored out my ass. i just walked the dogs down to the dock i was so bored.
but yeah.
thats whats up.





theres the new tv. it looks bigger in person for real.



and there are my shoesss.




thats when outside locos



me and lukus, walkin around the mall


charles, with the mcdonalds.


we were all fuckin around after the we turned off the disney movie, and i dissed georgia or seomthing, and they all attacked me.


aj doing the giraff


charlie, being scared of the giraff


hahahha and theres luke the next morning.


charles at his house before church


me and char, after church

Date:	December 25th
Subject:	chrismassss
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored
Music:	fire man - lil wayne

alright waddup.
so i got my acoustic. its really nice. my dad didn't want to get me some cheap shit so he got me a nice one. for real dude this shit is dank.
ill post pics in a second
and i got
like 100 dollars
a bike light
two cheap shirts, because my parents are bastards.
some sweet t shirts from my sister haha.
candy
a grill, even though it was made out of aluminum foil hahaha.
anddd i think thats about it.


my lovely.


my candy


new shirt

ok, i know i know.
its been forever since i've updated this damn thing.
well
heres about it.
been hangin with char alot. and ryan and carly and mary ruth.
it was the tightest thing ever.
kathryn came over last night, and luke and charlie were there too.
we went and rented the texas chainsaw massacre and we watched it haha.
it scared the living shit out of me, to be honest.
kathryn had to leave early, and then charlie, and then luke at 11.
i refused to finish that shit alone, so i went to bed.
i've had to work so fucking much this past week.
like for real
5 hours last saturday
5 hours on tuesday
3 hours thursday
4 hours friday
5 hours saturday
thats. like. fucking math i can't even do.
but its alot of money, let me assure you.


michael got a job at the pig too, so now we work together.
in fact, we worked together this morning.
today was actually a really bad day at work.
see first, i dropped a jar of pickels, and it broke and went everywhere.
so i cleaned that shit up.
then i dropped a water bottle, and it broke and went every where.
and i so i celaned that up also.
then some dude called me and michael into the girl's bathroom, and that sounds really weird.
but, the sink had somehow fallen off and shattered, and we were for soem reason put in charge of cleaning it up
yeah i know.
but whatever.
so mr mock, our boss was like really pissed because no one would fess up to messing up the sink.
AND THEN.
michael asked to take like a 3 minute break to go buy a soda, and he dropped it from like a foot off the ground,
and it exploded, soaking him from head to foot in cheap cola.
he walked back by the guy he asked to take a break from, and he just laughed and said thats what you get for bein a slacker.
greg's a bastard but he's a funny one.
anyways.
so after that we went to huddle house.
and then to the gas station, and i stole a lighter.
because i have skills.
i already lost it though, so my efforts seem to be futile.
its all good though.
so anyways
michael's uncle, Albert came and got us. his sister eleanor was in the front seat and it had been like
forever since i've seen her.
it was nice.
i'd never met uncle albert either, but i'd heard alot.
so we drove around for a while, and then he took me home.
i talked to ryan, and went over to his house.
we chilled.
played some pool.
it came down to the 8ball, but he beat me.
then we skated which was really tight. because i haven't skated in so long.
it was actually really fun.
im still slightly good at it.
then we went inside and played with his new woofer.
it was the tightest shit.

arlgith well how those things work is it pushes and pulls are into and out of a hole right? making it vibrate and shit, which causes sound waves.
so we put a tissue paper in the whole, and whenever the bass went off it like violently squirmed.
it was sweet.
we like stared at it for almost 15 minutes.
anyways, we wrapped up his old subwoofer in a bright orange towel haha, and i carried it home.
i only dropped it once, which was really bad. it has like 4 large chunks missing out of the corners and the side hahaha but it still works.
i came home and hooked it up.
then we went to church shortly afterrrr.
and then i came home.
and here i am.
waiting for me christmas to roll around.


picture of the day:

there it is.
thats my baby.


others:

haha thats the towel we wrapped it in




and those are all pictures from the party at charlies house.
i'll tell you about that some other time.
preferably in person.


and theres some random picture i took.

haley1654: so NOW im talking to my best friend haley that i love ever so much becasue she shares a simliar situation of being pissed while every ones havin fun wihtout her. and me same thing.

that too.

Date:	December 18th
Subject:	shasha
Security:	Public
Mood:	chillin.
Music:	Led Zeppelin - Stairway to Heaven

alright sweet. what day is it.

ok sunday.
right.
so this morning, i woke up at like 7 30, becuase im still used to school time haha. so i just played some video gamezzz. you know how it is.
then i took a quick shower, and went to church. it was just me and my mom, because my parents were fighting or something, and anne is spending the night out.
so it was nice and stuff. the usual. after it was over i went and got a doughnut, and then we went home. like right when i got home i talked to haley
and i met up wtih them at dairy queen. they took fucking forever but i still love them. it was uhhh.

haley tyler and lindsey scoggins. i dont really hang out with lindsey that much so it was nice. i have no idea where sal was during all of this.

but yeah sooo. ian came too, and then we went and walked around. and then came back to dairy queen, and met up wtih ryan and jake.
it was fun. we walked around some more, and then went to zuzu's. so then we started walking back to dairy queen, and we saw some people.
we sawwww um. bryan teel and some other dude. i think his name was like ashley or something. but yeah so we were standing around and my dad walks out of rafters haha.
i assured him that i would be home on time, and i was. at like exactly 4 58. so anyways.
i got home and uh. ate soem brownies and talked to my mom for a little while.
and thennn came up here. and here i am.


it sounds like a boring day but it was fun.

Date:	December 16th
Subject:	fuck what you heard
Security:	Public
Mood:	Rather nice, actually.
Music:	Sublime - date rape haha

ayy.
this week was pretty sweet.
we really didn't do much in school. just chilled and reviewed for the finals which were today and yesterday.
on monday, i pretty much didn't do anything. i dont even remember monday right now.
same with tuesday, wednesday, and well. i kindof remember yesterday.
ok so yesterday
we woke up at like 5 30 cause anne had to be somewhere, so we took her to school, and then me and my mom went to hungry hannah's.
it was nice. i had some EGGS/TOAST/ORANGEJUICE.
haha.
so um. yeah then we went to school, and then to our normal classes and took some finalz.
it sucked. i got a perfect score on my latin exam, a 94 in health, and like a high b/ low a in biology. well i mean it didn't suck grades wise. but i hate tests.
and then i my mom took me home at mid day, and i went to hang out with haley sally and tyler. it was alot of fun.
we chilled at dairy queen and tylers house most of the time.



so then today.
pretty much the same thing, minus the hungry hannahs and waking up early. i gave kathryn her present, which was two penguins, with the hands sewed together.
yeah i know im lame but whatever haha.
so then we went to 8th period, which is literature. that was liek, the fucking hardest final ever. i didn't know any of the shit about the stories,
but i knew most of the grammer.
then we went to geometry, and i think i got a perfect score on that shit. it was really easy.
thennnnn ex home-ex room-ex. which was you know. sweet.


thennnnnnn um. 5th period. like everyone finished so early, so i like rushed to finish and then fealt retarded because we still had like 20 minutes haha.
so i probably missed like, the whole last 15 questions haha.
but whatev. so we had arrangedddd to meet at the squares. me, luke, jessica, and kathryn all met up, and drew n decided to come chill with us for a bit.
so we all walked over to gms, because me and jessica wanted to say hey to people. and haley jones, and the casianos too. but i wanted to say hey to my niggers more then anything.
ryan ham kevin jessica jennifer lyndsay. the whole 8th grade crew. it was cool.
so then me and drew realized, he told his mom he was going to be at manhatten subs in like 10 minutes so we told everyone else to meet us there.
so we pathetically navigated our way there, and chilled. marissa and some other chick like fucking tackled me.
they were pissed off about something bad that happened at lunch. i already fealt really bad for it, but when they were going to be immature back
it didn't make me feel as bad.


i have bruises from that shit. they beat me up dude. straight up.

it wasn't cool. but whatev. we went to manhatten and waited. luke jessica and kat showed up first, then drew's mom.
after that we walked around downtown.
went to the waterfront.
chilled.
it was pretty sweet.
then went back to ga, and we departed. i got on my bus, and just sat there until i got home.
pretty uneventful.
so i got home, and haley tyler and michael were waiting for me.
we went out to the dock, and chilled, and then went to the front of my neighborhood.
michael left, and then i went home because it was getting dark.
so my mom ordered 4th of May, and it ruled.
i just finished, and walked the dogs.
anndddd here i am.

Date:	December 12th
Subject:	robbed the jewlry sto i said make me a grill
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired.
Music:	from first to last - emily

ay.
alright dayum. so pirate formal.
well holdup.
friday.
the feild trip was really dank. it was like. i got up right.
and got on some pj's cause i was cold, and i thought they'd be warm.
so we got there, and everyone made fun of me. its straight though. so we seperated into groups and shit, and we all got on our buses.
we got there and toured the historic district, and the church and shit. it was really reallyfun cause i got to spend like the whole time wtih kathryn.
then we got back on our buses and we went to the 4h center, and we went and checked out the maritime forest.
then we went back and ate lunch.
somehow, i got mine for free haha.
anyways. then we went and walked around on the beach. it was really cool cause sal got to join in our group so we had like the whole gang back together haha.
it was sweet.
i took some pics ill put them up in a sec.
so yeeuh.
after we got back to school, me luke and drew mob made plans just to stay after school and watch the basketball games. i sat next to kat for the two jv games,
and watched her cheer. then after those were over, we went up to the top and chilled up there.
she ended up having to leave right after the girls varsity played, and chris didn't want to leave so it fucked up our whole plans for going to brooke's party.

: (

it sucked. but its all good. me and beau got bored of the game so we went for a quick walk around, and by the time we had gotten back
like this massive swarm of black people had accumilated outside the gym. it was crazy. i couldn't find anybody in the croud, especially chris,
my ride home hahahaa. i found raleigh somehow though, and she was able to give me a ride home.


so the next day, saturday, i woke up and went to work.
it was straight.
i got home and figured out the plan for pirate formal. we got it down to:
pictures at callies house at 5 45,
kathryn's mom takes us to chelsea's at 6 30,
my mom takes us to pirate formal at like 7 15,
and kat's mom takes us both home at like 11 30.

so after we got that straight, i went and chilled wtih my niggaz at mcdonalds.
we then got bored and went to dominos and got some food.
it ruled.
so i came home, got my tux on, and kathryn arrived at my house, right on time.
we talked for a bit, and took some pictures that didn't turn out that good because of the blurryness but whatev.
we went to callies. there were alot of people there
charlie and meghan, callie and andrew lee, alex and jessica, beau and taylor, and me and kathryn.
it was sweet.
then we went to chelsea's.

it was like this.

beau meghan andrewlee callie jessica
table
taylor charlie kathryn me alex

^seating

anyways. i got the fried talapia. it ruled.
so we went to pirate formal, and watched the pirates get introduced with their dates.
then all the old people left and we started dancinnnn.
which was pretty lame but it was still fun hahahaa.
soo the whole gang had decided. that we were gettin a lil bit tired of this whole thing, and that we were going to go to erin's house.

now see, this is where it fucked me over

so, we told everybody the plan, and we were getting everybody together and we went outside and kat called her mom, cause she coudlnlt go to erin's.
so kathryn's mom came and got her, who WAS going to be my ride home, but no i had a ride home with meghan or charlie or soemone after erin's.
BUT. that is not how it went down.
it turned out, that erin had to stay the whole time, cause she was a pirate, and so kathryn left for no purpose.
AND. we were already outside so we had to get some major connections to get us back in.
it was really really really gay without kathryn there.
me and beau just chilled and played stoner games haha.
he drew a squiggly line and handed me the paper and i made soemthing out of it and yeah.
it was pretty funny hahaha.
so after that whole afair was over, billy cowly took me home, and right when i got home i was quesitoned by my parents.

now if your a fluent reader of this lameass journal, and if you are then you have no life, then you would already know, that lying to my parents is fruitless.
they can always tell, and i just get in more trouble.
so when they asked how i got home, i just straight up told them how it didn't work out, and they got really pissed for not sticking to the plan,
and for riding home with a teanager.
but they can go die. i had fun, and i was still home by curfew.

anyways. so sunday morning i got up and went to church like usual. i was pretty much grounded the whole day and i just chilled in my house all day.
i went to the dock last night and took some dankass pictures. i figured out how to bend the light so i could like right shit with the moon.
look at the pic at the top of this page. thats like 4 pictures mixed together, and thats the moon.

the end.

pic of the day:

check this shit out. the picture on the left is my camera taking the picture on the right. and in the picture on the right is my sistesr arm, which is holding the camera,
which is takign the picture on the left.


other pics from dis weekend:



hahah slob on my nob?

Date:	December 8th
Subject:	dawg tomorrows frizzle dizzle
Security:	Public
Mood:	pussyassniggerbitchface
Music:	Saves the day - Melt with you

today was just like two days ago.
well, and yesterday too i guess.
tomorrows gonna be so dank.
we're goin to jekyll to chill.
feild trip. yaheard?
then im goin to some basketball game at ga. then brooke's party wtih my boo.
its gonna rule.


i need to figure out a transportaion plan though, now.

song of the day: emily - from first to last
picture of the day:


others:


haha.